so it begins again….

first it was livejournal. then xanga. then blog. then myspace. then blog again.

and then blog screwed me over when I changed email address’ – or maybe I just wasn’t clever enough to figure out how to change it. Let’s scratch that from the record, not a good option.

 

Irregardless, I’m now here. Fresh starting all over again. Creating a new niche in the internet world to spread my words. I’ll try this again.

I started out wanting to write about you. And how I saw a way that I take you for granted last night. As we were sitting, laughing, watching our favorite television show (well one of the two that we watch). As you held me so gently, and then as I listened to you talk to your mom on the phone. The realization began to ceep in. The realization of what a great man you are.

Not great in the way that you use others to get to the top. That you leave behind people to reach a certain goal. That you have no consideration of other’s feelings. But rather great in the way that you are the most gentle person I know. Considerate of me to a fault maybe.

Thank you. Thank you for never letting me wonder if you love me. If you will protect me and care for me. Even through all the hard times, I always knew/know that you love me. In the sacrifices you make, in the way treat me, and well, because you tell me every day.

Not every man is like you.